There's no better way to fall asleep or to wake up than in his arms. Whatever we do, I have so much fun. There are two chords running through us. Haha…trying to express it seems really silly. It scares me because I feel sometimes like I could But this boy, see. So, my plan is not to plan too much. The love I feel runs deep enough in me I'm trying not to put all my eggs in one basket, (Pssst! Narcissus! Quit scoping out all the pictures of yourself!)
I've been looking at him almost every day for several years,
And I'm still struck on an almost daily basis by
How beautiful he is.
And we do so much!
But even when all we do is lie around in bed,
Reading or drawing or talking...
It's the best thing I could be doing at that moment.
One is simplicity - we can casually co-exist,
Go about our daily meanderings, but still be linked.
The other is complexity - a cacophony of emotions,
Drives, thoughts, desires, behaviors and language
That run beneath the surface of all our interactions.
But he's so cool! And everyone should know it!
Spend the rest of my life with him and be complete & happy.
My life philosophy doesn't mesh well with that feeling.
I believe in theory that I should not settle on anything
At this point in my life (except maybe body art)
And should insure my freedom at every stage.
He's very special.
The thought of losing him right now
Is unbearably painful.
I think we have a good thing going…
And I'm happy to ride this thing as far as it wants to go.
I just hope that if the ride ends,
Neither one of us will be devastated.
That to have it uprooted, (at least right now)
Would leave me pretty fucking miserable.
But right now, Aaron Kierbel is my everything.
The First Part
More Inspirations
Go Home
Slippery As An Eel
If I knew the way, I would take you home.
