Andrasta VanGaea
I am an aimless kid, looking to carve a big, beautiful moiety out of Life.
I am 18 years old and trying to find balance between Holding On and Letting Go;
I am Restless with Stasis and Hurt with Change.
I want sex all the time...
I feel overwhelmed easily, I cry like a baby; But I have learned that I am of a durable and resilient material.
I enjoy being photographed,
Watching and engaging with people who are Driven to Create.
I fall in love with artists and dreamers
And admire the people who can contribute more than they criticize.
I am trying to disolve some of my cynicism, take an edge off my bitterness, and learn to be less prejudiced.
I am blessed to have Amazing Friends that do not believe in settling for "less than", for giving up without trying...
My Friends and Family are the most precious support system, and some truly stunning individuals.
I am a closeted Misanthrope, trying to get past the deep-rooted belief that most people are assholes.
Social Protest and Grass Roots Organizing make me feel deeply at peace...
I am very much into hoping and even more into taking action to actualize hopes.
I'm a little too focused on wanting to be a sexy bitch that everyone loves to listen to.
I'm laughably arrogant,
Shamelessly Vain,
Stubborn,
Insensitive,
Cruel,
And not sorry about any of it.
My fist opens and closes on this existence,
What is mine to have and hold is a grab bag.
Memory is a curious selector - I wonder what gems I have discarded.
I love doing so much and seeing so much that there isn't time to think about myself or sleep.
I am trying to make sense of this Living Business, better understand where I'm coming from on all of this,
Better understand where other people in this world are coming from and what they think...
...Right now it's just too easy to dismiss others.
I am hoping to find contentment and a sense of meaning before my ride's over... (a lot of sex and drugs, too.)
I am having a delicious time of it so far.
Last year
Go Home
Virtual Nomads
since 9.13.00
My Anus Is Bleeding.